Before the Blót
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Before the Blót

His jaw came to rest against the side of her head.

Gently — the way a tired thing rests when it has finally found somewhere safe enough to stop.

The clan did not speak.

Sea wind crossed the clifftop. Torches guttered. The fjord lay dark below. No one made a sound.

Ulfar stood at the altar stone, axe in hand.

He looked at the axe.

He looked at the girl.

He looked at Brandr — at the sword scar he himself remembered from a raid twenty years ago, when that horse had carried their jarl through a shield wall and brought him home. At the clouded eye. At the ribs. At the ancient weight of him resting against this thrall girl as though she were the safest ground he had ever stood on.

Leif said quietly: “Gothi. What do we do?”

Ulfar did not answer immediately.

“The gods asked for an offering,” Leif said. “The circle is lit. The clan is assembled.”

“Yes.” Ulfar’s voice was low. “The gods asked for what we value most.”

He set the axe down on the altar stone.

Iron on stone. The sound carried.

Leif stared at him.

“Then what—”

“Look at her,” Ulfar said.

Leif looked.

A thrall girl. Fifteen. No family name. No standing. Nothing to offer or withhold.

Standing in the blót circle with her forehead against a war horse’s jaw, weeping openly, in front of every person whose judgment she had long since stopped fearing.

Not performing grief.

Just standing inside it.

Ragnhild moved first.

She walked to the edge of the circle and knelt on the cold stone — not in the posture of formal ceremony, but in something older and simpler.

The man beside her knelt.

Then the woman beside him.

Warrior by farmer by elder by child, down the assembled rows — until the entire settlement had knelt on the frost-cracked clifftop in the torchlight and the wind, and none of them could have explained it afterward, only that it had seemed like the only possible thing to do.

Sigrid did not see any of it.

Her eyes were closed. Her hand was on his jaw. She was whispering his name.

Later, when the record-keeper asked Ulfar what offering had been made at the blót that year, the old gothi was quiet for a long moment.

“The truest one,” he said.

The record-keeper waited.

Ulfar said nothing more.

Everyone who had stood on that clifftop already understood.

The gods had not asked for blood.

They had asked for proof that something in the settlement was still capable of this — of a girl with nothing loving a broken old creature back to stillness, in front of everyone, without apology.

The iron drums were never lifted again that night.

No one missed them.

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